Questions.

Question number one is: do I really want you?
Is what I feel for you real? - is question number two.
Question number three would be: do you really love me?
'Coz I see the way you stare at me, and it's alchemy!
Why now? - Should be question number four
I was over you. So why'd you reject me before?
Question number five, why'd you avoid me then?
When I tried to be "just friends" even.
How'd you expect me to react? - would be question number six.
You know, there's nothing simple honesty cannot fix.
Question number seven: do you see me as someone you'd wanna marry?
Because I do, but that's ten years from now, so don't worry.
And finally, question number eight...
Do you still want me? Or am I too late?

- November 2015 -

Dear ex-infatuation,
Everyday I try to fight
All these feeling I've come to hide
Never have I thought I'd fall for you again
Never have I thought I'd feel this way again
Everyday, I've come to want you more

Cast away these feelings, I long have had
And yet, I've fallen for you again.

- Last week of September 2015 -

Stop Thinking About Her

- March 12, 2015 -

Please Flush The Toilet After Use!

Dear lovely ladies, may I humbly request,
That once you're done with your number ones
and your number twos,

Please flush the toilet after use!

- February (24), 2015 -

Rejection

I feel like,

I just want to fade away with the night
Leaving even no memories behind
To be crushed by the biggest boulder you could find
That not even a speck of me anyone might find
Nor should any part of me find the light

I feel like.

- February 12, 2015 -

It was quite daft... to believe this was not the ending when in truth everything has been forlorn. Ever speck of hope that had catapulted his very first step, to that moment when he ran full-stride going nowhere. Always was he hoping that at the very next bend, or at the other corner, or the very next mile, his destination will be arrived - all the while not thinking about the distance he traveled, nor the time it took. He would not have dared to imagine, much less believed, that all those years he spent searching  would have been for naught. No. Not especially on days like this, where his hard efforts of going somewhere looking for something is rewarded with some bowl of soup and a quarter piece of bread.

- Sept. 24, 2014 -

Dream A Reality (A Combination Of Writing Rust, Beer, And A Little Bit Too Much Nirvana)

I'm trapped, I'm trapped
There's no way out
I'm fucked, I'm fucked
Without a doubt

The only way is forward
That much I can see
The only way is forward
To make my dream a reality

I'm stuck, I'm stuck
I can't get out
A drag, a drag
Fuck! Get me out!

I don't want to be left in this reality
I don't want to be left without insanity
I just want to be happy
I just want to be happy

Dream a reality! Dream a reality!
For all your eyes to see
All that I could be
All that I could be
Is a dream in a reality

- July 22, 2012 -