The First And Last Song I Will Ever Write Is About You, Janelle. And It Sucking And Failing As A Song Has Nothing To Do Why.

Thinking of words to say
How much I miss you everyday
And how I lost you in this silent fray
With your heart gone along the way

Sitting on this sandy beach
I feel you so out of reach
Seeing lovers, each other's each
Life is such a fucking bitch!

But I never stopped dreaming
Never ceased believing
Please find this convincing
And feel my heart beating

For the one girl that it beats for is you
Please hear me, 'coz it's all so true
I know sometimes I haven't got a clue
But please know that I never stopped loving you

Seeing girls in life vests
I see you on a corset
Getting ready for our dance
and forever seal our romance

I'm tired of listening to my old songs
For the words have lost their meaning
And they fail to show how much this heart longs
For you girl with its every beating

For the one girl that it beats for is you
Please hear me 'coz it's all so true
I know sometimes I haven't got a clue
But please know that I never stopped loving you

Were we never meant to be?
Or have we met just way too early?
To the latter, I'd choose to agree
And wait 'til we're both ready

'Cause I 'll never stop dreaming
Never cease believing
Please find this convincing
And feel my heart beating

For the one girl that it beats for is you
Please hear me, 'coz it's all so true
I know sometimes I haven't got a clue
But please know that I never stopped loving you


I should have listened to you
When you were giving me a clue
But know that I loved you true
And I'll never stop loving you

- Nasugbu, Batangas February 14, 2009 -